








So the reason that I wasn't "stoked" about coming to Seabeck this year is because I don't really know people very well. This isn't a camp where there are different people every year, it's the opposite. Almost all of the same people are here every year. This camp has been running for several decades and I just overheard a woman saying that she has been coming with her family for thirty years. That means that her children have been coming here nearly all of their lives. There are lots of families like that; they grew up in the summer at Seabeck. There are lots of really old friendships and clique-esque kinds of groups. This is only my family's fourth year here and it isn't really the same. Now, I don't mean to say that these people are mean or rude or excluding or anything like that. Pretty much everyone here is extremely nice and polite and kind to each other. There is a special spirit here and a special kind of human peace here that doesn't exist many places elsewhere. But it still isn't the same, being a "newcomer" and such.
Also, the families that we did know previously, aren't here this year. The entire extended Clark family [our neighbors, the twins, the skipping boy, the people that invited us the first time, the couple that got divorced] decided not to come this year. I think the grandpa, who usually pays for all of his children and childrens' families to come each year, is redirecting funds towards a different vacation. The other family that we knew was my moms brothers' family, the Osmuns. So we are small talking loners.
Most of this is probably just in my head though because not everyone here spends time together outside of this once-a-year week. In fact, nearly all of these people, even the ones that have been coming since the diaper days, don't hang out outside of Seabeck. It just seems like things are fine and dandy when they get here.
There was one really old lady last year, at the fire of friendship, who told a story about how long she and a few other grannies had been coming to Seabeck [I think it was something ridiculous like 50 years...] She said that she loved these ladies dearly and eagerly looked forward to Seabeck every year and to seeing them but, on the ferry ride over from Vashon Island, realized that she had forgotten their names. She didn't see them outside of Seabeck, yet it was like they had never left when they got back. She remember their names when she saw their faces [and name tags :) everybody wears them all the time at Seabeck. They're made out of cross sections of small trees,] and they all had a really great time that year.
That's how Seabeck is for a lot of people. We just don't really have anybody that we are super friends with at Seabeck. If that makes any sense at all. I just wish I had an aged friendship here. I think that you would really enjoy it though! You should come someday with me :) It would be really fun. I think that I have talked to you about it in the past... Either way.
Things are a lot better now though. You get out of life what you put into it. I feel really happy and peaceful sitting here in the Inn surrounded by small groups of chatting people, chess games, and others working on laptops [probably blogging or something cool like that ;)] at 11:00 pm. Everybody loves each other and I think that I forget this feeling when I'm not feeling it... :)
Anyways. It was super fun seeing you at the Zoo, and guess what?! I just remembered the topic that I forgot: The Date (duh duh duh duuuuuuuh.) I will blog about that after you have posted a time or two :) Until then!
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